bleahs*

2804.
lu's bdae turned out not-so-well. alright, it was dam bad la.
i wasted my off day i think. but nvm, it was a great opportunity to lean back, relax and think thru thgs in my life and how its been happening..

0105-
i finally met up with vic.. (: it was great.
saw tong as well..
somehow, i feel thgs are quite different.
thr are like spaces btween us.
i think friendships shldnt have spaces.

0205,
aaron jingyuan and paul came to my house. they told me lu has a gf?
den why wasnt i told?
they watched exorcist.
i cant blieve clarence was so scared of the show - well, he said he was young..
haha (: how cute -.-
aft tt i went to study. [feelg pressured]
met up with jo.
i miss him.
my fren told me sth which i felt gave me some direction in my rship. and wot im looking for.
cindy.. thanks a million (: u ROCK biggie.
and i totally support u to quit smokg k.. its quite an achievement u cuttg down frm 20ciggs to 10ciggs (: *claps*

0305=
im studying hard again..
somehow, everythg doesnt feel right in my friendships.
i feel im screwg it up time and time again.. =urms, yea...

advice : i can tolerate anythg in a rship, bad habits and gd habits. but thrs somethg i'd nv tolerate - CHEATING.

some thgs when theyre gone, they nv come back..
but lets try hard to find a miracle.